Only 14 days until the wedding. the next two weeks will be a blur. If i can stop hyperventilating long enough to take a deep breath I might be OK. Then again, I might not. You see it isn’t just about a big wedding, or about plans or about bills and finances. It is about my firstborn. It is about Momma here handing her child to another. Not just any child mind you but the very first one. The one God Himself used as a miracle in my life. Physical evidence tht He exists. A perfect gift given to me, a gift that I did not deserve. Amazing how He can use the gift of life like that. I know I would lay down my life for any one of my children. Willingly. Without reserve.
OK—–deep breath—-I am gonna get through this.
and .. your thoughts?