burning the midnight oil

My name is Penny and I am an obsessive overworker. Ok there you go, that was my confession. But at the same time I strive to be an ever present approachable Momma. So I tend to go with the flow during the day, answer questions, teach this and that. Then spend family time in the evenings. Then when everyone goes to bed, I stay up. And I work on whatever I am needing to do. Then I am worn out during the day.

Around the first of the year I was hit with what appeared to be the beginnings of a sinus infection. But it just completely zapped me of all energy. So for a couple days I pretty much just slept. And caught up. And prayed and talked to the Lord. And we had the most interesting conversation. He said I was not taking good care of my temple (body), and that one cannot push that hard without problems. I have always been a go getter and am very productivity driven. But maybe just maybe I should let up and let Him take over more often. So I have. And I have been going to bed at a reasonable time. And let me tell you it has been hard. But I am doing it.

Crystal over at Biblicalwomanhood is going to encourage us and keep us accountable. Her main goal is to get up early and while I do that fine I am not my best if i don’t go to bed before midnight, so I am joining her challenge. I am going to give myself permission to stay up late one night per week and that is it. Keep checking back to see how I do  :) .

God is bothered

I have really been on edge the last couple days. For months I have felt like a very destructive force was hovering over America. I have tried to ignore it, I have prayed, I have cried. I have tried to remain “normal” and speak of “Mommy things”  like recipes, I have tried to let life go on as normal. But what I have feared is surely coming to pass. And simply “praying for the President” and accepting thigs as they are is not going to cut it. I have a voice, and as long as it is legal (which I fear won’t be long) I am going to shout from the rooftops. I will continue to be “in the faces” of those who proclaim false peace.  And I will speak truth. Death is sad, death from murder is even sadder, celebrating death by murder is sickening to say the least. Today is the 36 anniversary of Roe v. Wade. Since making it legal 50 million babies have been murdered and America has blood on her hands. No different that when Jesus was crucified, we have guilty blood on our hands. Our tax dollars pay for it. Our tax dollars promote it. And most folks stand idly by and do nothing, say nothing. Wouldn’t want to hurt someones feelings now would we? So we let them die. And we let the mothers suffer. Anybody who kills their own child suffers, lets not fool ourselves, there is surely forgiveness but that is not something one forgets. Ever.

I had a sliver of hope that maybe the new administration was just giving lip service to the pro-baby-killing folks. But no the new President and his administration are keeping that promise. Within 5 minutes of  the Inauguration the whitehouse web page changed, announcing the “New Agenda”.  In the name of Civil Rights of course. Making it even easier for women to kill their own babies. Especially black babies. Why doesn’t anyone see this? Self inflicted slavery on the black race. Where are most school clinics located? In upper class white neighborhoods? No. What little girls are being most taken advantage of? And then the evidence “wisked way” and the one who harmed them NEVER even reported. How many young girls die every year  from abortion complications? All kept hush hush. And what about those clinics, exactly how much money is being made there? And wow what a thought, is any of that money reaching the very hands that fight to keep it legal? Hmmm, yeah, it is all about the women, yeah right, giving them freedom,  yeah right, ask a mother who just killed her baby how free she feels. 

I am bothered because God is bothered.

prediction for the future

“Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.” (Galatians 6:7-8)

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